It seems that everytime I post something I am learning or convicted with, the week following gives another chance to learn even more. The last post was about need–and I have been driven to even more need this week. Physically I have been in need from the way I feel on hormones. Emotionally I have been in need as I see friends and family members grieving over loss. Spiritually I have been in deep need as I pray for discernment in leadership with WDC. The physical, emotional and spiritual needs have drained me mentally.
All of this to say, there are always deeper layers to our need. We understand we are in need, and we feel that we then have that concept under control. The Lord continues to show us that our need is eternal for Him.
We are made to need, and it is so good for us to need Him. He is our source. I do not think we grasp the beauty of Him being our source–that we never get to the bottom of Him. When we need, we are always looking for the end. For example, “when this is over…when I feel normal again…when the pain ends…when I have control again.” He says, ” I Am–I am the it, Jennifer. I am the answer–I am all you need.” My flesh tells me what I need is resolution. He tells me all I need is Him.
He even ordered our week and commanded our time to see this need and be refreshed in Him. The Sabbath is time to be with Him, enjoy Him, rest in Him, be filled in Him. The Sabbath need is continual–not something we get through to go on with our lives.
He tells us in His word that we need others who are filled in Him. The picture we are given of a body that is one and connected yet each part serving different functions is a picture of our need for one another with Christ as the Head.
I get SO frustrated with the thought from others that they can do the Christian walk alone. IT. IS. NOT. POSSIBLE. We were not created in that way. We cannot function in that way. We kill ourselves in trying to live that way.
For those of you who know me, you know I spend my time pouring into young women in disciple-making relationships. I know this is an important aspect of their growth. Do you know what is blaringly obvious to me? If they do not have deep friendships with those who are in Christ calling out the places in them to follow Him deeper, it is practically pointless for them to be in relationship with me. Why? Because we NEED the body–we are fickle and weak and adulterous–and we need to be spurred on continually to truth and love and good deeds. That doesn’t happen when those all around us are “conforming to the pattern of this world.” We need others to spur us on to “renew our minds” in His presence and truth. We need to be integrally involved in a church that lifts the truth that we need Him. We need to serve others and learn to be served as we carry one anothers burdens. We cannot do marriage or family or singleness or business or pleasure alone. We need Him and we need those who are in Him in order to make His name known and spread His love in the world.
What would I have done in the past several years without dear friends in Christ lifting me up in prayer, sharing scripture with me, calling out places in me? I would not have survived and thrived in growth. God gives those beautiful gifts of others to show a fuller picture to me of His love. He uses me in the same way to show His love–not for my glory, but for His.
I am learning that in our need, it takes effort to follow Him. It takes effort to create friendships and be vulnerable. It takes effort to study His word and set aside time for prayer. It takes effort to serve others in order that they might know Him more. That effort is not in vain–the fruit of it is exponentially multiplied by the Spirit in the growth that occurs. There is a sense of living in Him as we were created to live–functioning as a body as we were created to be. It is good, but it is not easy. We are not promised ease, but we are promised rest in Him.